FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCk,!
UGH! watever i dont fucken get it? why do i have to be the one to call and fucken say sorry? i feel like im your bitch or something. I can't fucken handle this already i hate feeling like this,! What girl would wanna feel like crap to the boy that so calledly fucken loves them? I dont know anymore, babe yuur probably gunna triiip and get all mad when yuu read this but fuck dont, its how feel. SHIIIT,! i call he doesnt answer or hes busy, hes auuways with his boysz, and theres no fucken time for me, i mean wtf? yuu live so fucken close and yuuu dont even have time to see me? ugh i love you, and i dont talk to other boys but fuck its like you talk too other girls, if yuu think im trippin think what yuu like im so fed up with this buu'sheat. yuu think yuur all bad, and if you love me yuu would understand if yuu dont then im sorry maybe im not the one for you, treat me like a fucken person, and talk to me, ask me how i feel, tell me i look pretty instead of cheacking yuur'self out, ask me how my day was. fuck do you even know when my birthday is? its really hard to have feelings for someone and not know the true feelings they have for yuu. I wake up in the morning, thinking maybe this time hell call i dont have a phone but theres other numbers yuu can call, maybe this time he will rembeer to ask how my day was? maybe sometimes i want to be the only one yuu talk to instead of me listening to you talk to your friends, i do everything for you, and you dont realize that do you? haha, maybe it wasnt as perfect as i thought, maybe i just am trippin, but theres more then what meets the eye, and i dont wanna get hurt i cant get hurt, FUCK i dont know, yuu just seem like yuu dont give a shit. and if yuu read this yuur probably gonna say," ahhh if you think all of that crap dont talk to me then." come one! fareal,! i dont get it if you love someone yuu do anything to make them happy right? well fuck its not like that; i dont know i love yuu but im not gonna sit and act like everythings perfect, and like im not hurt,<\3
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